As I prepared to crest a hill about ten miles south of Bellingham while marveling at a spectacular Pacific Northwest sunrise, something strange happened: my car slowed down, then jerked back up the hill. My heart pounding, I wondered if it was over.
Not a chance. Slip-jerk-downshift-slip- jerk-downshift-slip-jerk about every ten miles all the way to Everett, where I realized the full gravity of the situation. The likely-hood of my beautiful, old, reliable clunker of a truck making it the remaining 200 miles south to my destination was highly unlikely. I had called my mother miles before to inform her of the situation, and my brother was sacrificing his leisurely Christmas Eve of baking to meet my in the Seattle area. The problem of my arrival in Vancouver solved, I now had another problem. What was I supposed to do with my truck for the duration of my week- and-a-half long stay in Vancouver?
Thankfully, I was reminded by parents of my Aunt and Uncle who lived in the area, who upon contact, were gracious enough to allow me to park my truck in their driveway until my return to nurse my truck back up to Bellingham. For about three hours, I sat, visited, and played card games with my cousins. I was even given more coffee until my brother showed up to cart me off to what is still his place of residence.
The experience could have turned out much worse, but once again I laugh at my own simultaneous misfortune and blessing. I refuse to believe that God is some sort of cosmic sadist who created me to be an object of his wrath, which is why this whole bit really is funny. Somehow, the temporary loss of my lifeline to nearly all my hobbies, my transportation to and from worship team and church, and my link to the grocery store is going to sanctify me and help me more accurately reflect my Savior on this hunk of rock we call Earth. While I ponder the details regarding my return to Bellingham, I know the situation will work out. I just have no idea how. I feel somewhat uneasy about this whole business of sanctification, and I want to be comfortable now.
Welcome to Therapy.
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